I did my best. But I think my best wasn't good enough. haha. Uhm. I really need to say "goodbye". It's hard of course because I can't fulfill my parents' dream for me. I think I can't withstand this situation. I guess I have sinned that's why God can't also fulfill his promise for me. I have to hold the title but I wasn't able. I was so disappointed and depressed.
Hmm. But as I was talking to God through prayer, I realized that life doesn't end just there. I remembered His message during our Ugnayan Youth Fellowship; "The best moment of praying is when you don't want to pray." Everything happens for a purpose. Maybe God wants me to learn different way through walking in other side.
Maybe I was just having a "defense mechanism". But gradually, I know I can accept it and enjoy the rest of God's plan.
I want to say thank you to God most especially, to my parents who accepted my weaknesses and SS who showed his love, care and support.
GLORY TO GOD for everything! :D
VALUES:
Indeed, everything happens for a purpose. You just have to trust God's timing and plan. You don't have to think that he forsakes you. Remember the "Footprints in the sand"?
VALUES:
Indeed, everything happens for a purpose. You just have to trust God's timing and plan. You don't have to think that he forsakes you. Remember the "Footprints in the sand"?
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